Healing Story

September 14th, 2009

Hi,
This is a story about my healing. A few thoughts about healing before we begin our story.

Healing happens in the Identity. Who I am? Or who do I identify as being? Often there is something that one identifies with that is not who they really are. I call this part a discord or impostor.

When this impostor is there is creates problems, and resistance.

If the impostor is recognized. I can choose to no longer identify as being that way any longer. This removes the resistance that was being created by the impostor.

On last Friday, I was triggered by a series of events that ended up making me much later then I wanted to be for going somewhere. A lot of emotions came up for me such as anger, resentment for who had made me late. I just felt horrible. My chest and back tightened up my neck starting hurting. I knew that this was something I did not want to do, but I just could not get out of the funk that I was in.

I know many techniques for relaxing and calming the mind. I told my self that I loved myself and the people involved. I forgave myself for being angry. I told my self to relax and I consciously took deep breaths, but nothing was working. I must say this was very frustrating.

I then started to ask myself what part of me was I identifying with that caused all this resistance to come up. The answer that came to me was that.

I was identifying as being selfish. Rather than identifying as a Creator of my life.

I then thought about all the events that had triggered me as realized that they all triggered me because I was selfish. If I had been identifying as a creator and trusting that all would be well and work out. The events would not have triggered me at all.

So I decided to no longer identify with being selfish. As soon as I did that I relaxed and my body starting just tingling all over since that resistance was no longer there.

A Wonderful Tool.

I now can ask “Am I identifying as selfish or am I a creator and healer?” as I go throughout my day.

Healthy, Wealthy, and Wise

  1. Know who you are and you will be healthy.
  2. Live your mission and you will be  wealthy.
  3. Teach others and you will be wise and happy.

Cheers to learning and healing,

Darren

PS: If you are reading this first and it would be worth my while to read this story. What can I learn from another person’s success?

PSS: Leave you comments and thoughts. Do you have similar experiences?